For all of my life it baffled me why my experience of the world was so radically different from most others.
Why could I easily pick up the feelings, thoughts and even physical symptoms of others? Why do I feel all of this as my own? I thought it would be the death of me- who wants to walk around carrying the burdens of others ALL of the time? I thought the physical was only in relation to my family, those of whom I have a deeper connection to- ex: having a sudden pain in my left abdomen, to later hear my mother say, "I need to go to a doctor for this pain in my left side"- she then points to the exact area that's hurting. Most recently, I went to visit my friend's father who is ill. I suddenly had a sharp pain in my left leg. I asked her if her dad had this- she said, "he was having trouble walking yesterday"
I always knew I was very different and life was in ways a lot harder for me. You have no idea what it's like to be so sensitive to what other people think of you, of themselves, and automatically be connected to not just them but everyone they're also connected to. How come my hands can scan someone and automatically know where there is a blockage or injury? How come most others will never know what this is like?
This "magic touch" carries a strong response from animals and children, as well. Children who usually do not associate with anyone will automatically bond with me. Animals are drawn to me. It is the weirdest thing.
It wasn't until I delved further into spiritual teachings did I start to understand. Prepare for very esoteric definitions- if this is not your cup of tea I advise to stop reading now.
Through working with a spiritual teacher I learned that I have been "activated" before in a past life- what this means is that it wasn't just this lifetime that I "awakened"- my supernatural sensitivities were accessed and developed in the past, that's why I have the ability to draw on them now. With a kundalini awakening we can tap into our spiritual gifts but they take years usually to evolve- he was shocked at the speed at which I've been ascending and acquiring/building skills- he has never seen this before.
My body and mind have been going through a rapid clearing- releasing traumas, toxins and old energetic patterns. I grew up with scoliosis and that has been self-correcting- I kid you not.
What I've learned up to this point in my own journey is that the impossibilities we're taught in relation to our own bodies and selves is a conditioned pessimism. We are taught not to be reliant on our own healing so that we can always be dependent on others. We have the power and capacity to heal ourselves with our minds ONLY if we commit to clearing the programming that causes us distress.
You would be surprised to know how much of your energy is being used to repress desires and subconsciously manage ego defense mechanisms. Once you let that go, you have unlimited amounts of energy to channel into your pursuits.
I'll lead the way. All you have to do is follow.
We sessioned for a few hours- I immediately sensed this was a man who carried the weight of the world on his shoulders and knew it was my goal to rebalance his energies and guide him to unlocking some deeply repressed emotions. It became clear to me that this man was someone who was used to upholding many burdens of responsibility- his strength was the reason his feelings were so buried away in such a way he doesn't even know they're there! This is a person who has an authoritative, controlled charisma-
What I mean is,
This sub is a BOSS every where, all the time, except when he's kneeling in front of Me.
Not only did I align his energy, but when I stripped him away of so many external, socially developed layers, I began feeling his heavy sadness with a hint of pain and homesickness- and it was overwhelming- it crescendoed and did not stop. I laughed because it was like opening pandora's box. We were at pandora's box. His feelings were released alongside some memories that felt to me as though they were from many many years ago- from childhood, even.
Think of this as entering into a newly renovated home, going into the attic and noticing a loose floorboard, to find that underneath it is a tiny chest with centuries old relics and photos. It infuses the house with history but we don't even know it's there
He felt an energy surge throughout the session, but at the end he felt it gathered in his crown. I explained how the process goes and that to be prepared the next morning to feel like he had shed so much baggage he would feel drained. However, this would bring up his vibration and give him a sense of freedom as he recovered. He would have undergone his ego-death, and awakened.
Via email that night:
Thanks so much for a great session! The one thing that made a huge impression on me is the power of your aura. I've never felt that before from another human being. Are you from this planet? You're incredible!
Follow up email:
So the day after our session I felt exactly the way you described: empty, as if I had been stripped of everything. The next day I felt a new clarity. Both days were amazing as far as the intensity of what I felt. It's strange but even today I feel a beckoning, a calling. I can still feel the power of energy and am resigned to the fact that you've become a permanent part of my me.
I was attracted to Mistress Aleta Cai by the way she represented herself on her website I decided to book a session for a few hours and what I experienced was truly incredible. While I had sessioned with other dominatrixes in the past it had been a long while. Rest assured what ensued was several notches above expectations. An eleven on a scale from 1 to 10. Her appearance is certainly striking, even in comparison to her photos. But, the most amazing thing is her power and energy. She made me feel it even before laying a hand on me. She had complete control over me using only her mind but immediately placed me in a humbler to make sure she had my submission. There was no escaping. Mistress Aleta is masterful and knows how to tailor a session to achieve the best chemistry. She has so much intelligence and a very wide variety of interests and methods. They are all uniquely delivered and she knows how to make you experience many new emotions. Pleasure and pain are really just the basic ones with this dominatrix. The other ones you will feel are the reason that I will not only try to see Mistress Aleta again but will never seek another dominatrix. There's simply no need. . . . . . . theres just no other way to experience what this dominatrix has to offer.